earlier tonite i had a moment of clarity
it would seem i refused to see what was evident to everyone else but me
i wanted to believe
but sometimes you gotta go with your gut instinct
i felt it
i should have seen it
but i was blinded by love
but identifying the problem is not the most important aspect
whats important is where i go from here and how i handle and conduct myself
i hope i will be true
and that the man i hope i am comes to light and gets me through this